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January 02 New Year Same Sh*tFirstly.... Happy New Year Everyone!!!
Welcoming the new year with one of the biggest missons ever being done on New Years Eve. Me and Luke have agreed this was the missions of all missions ever created by people who created everything! I bought a car located in a small yorkshire town of Bridlington, and we both got the train up there for a bargain of £20.
Once we arrived we were picked up by some Emo dude called Joe and his dad. They spoke weird and told us stories of they're holiday times. Luke was silent throughout the short trip, thinking whether these two were gonna take us out to the middle of nowhere and kill us! Got there paid for the car, that was a piece of shit, and then we drove back to Bridlington town to fill up petrol and check everything. Then the last road trip of 2005 began.
We stopped in hull to pick up some KFC then headed off with a car smelling of petrol, that had no fuel gauge, no reverse light, no Tax, or Insurance and making a few weird noises every now and then. I had my doubts but luke was just waiting to get home. Got to Granthamshire way and picked up a hitch-hiker who had broken down the road. Then arrived in the heath [sainsbury's car park] at about 7.40pm. In time and ready for new years eve!
New Years eve was pretty cool, Damiens new name is officially cock face! We all were round tims and pretty hyped up. Some more than others. My resolution is to give up chocolate, as Lukes is quiting smoking, and so far he's doing shit! tut tut (at least 5 fags so far)
I hope everyone elses New Years went well, and I wish you all the best for 2006! December 27 Merry Christmas (2 days ago)Merry Christmas Peoples (for 2 days ago)
I hope everyone had a good christmas and got all they wanted from santa. I dont have a chimney so he couldnt visit tiptree. But thanks for those who got me pressies!
 Christmas Day was alright, i got to drink at work
 and i had a phat munch up at my dad's girlfriends which was lobely. And to make that day more memorable my drunk dad was stupid enough to give me his car keys so i can get home (I have a license and i sobered up though) It was le fun!I worked all day Boxing Day which sucked, but the moolah is all good. But money is like pfff to me at the mo. When my wallets fat it means less and its like.."yeah whats the point of all this?" Rich people suck!!!
  December 22 Broken SmileI'm gonna go to Whitechapel today to sort my braces out, I know that all they're gonna do is change the wire, and tell me to come back in yet another month. I'm sick of waiting so long for something that probably won't even make a difference to my life. 2 and half years is long enough as it is and i'm sick of it! I feel sick at the moment because I'm lost. I have no idea where I am anymore, and I dont know where I'm going!? All I can do is hope, but to hope is admitance. Admitance of the truth, and the truth is that I have no control of the situation that bringing me down,
Living here is doing my head in now, because I havent had any company to take my mind off things, and working seems to be the only thing i'm doing these days. I hope everyone has a wickedy woo Christmas, and a Happy New Year Thank YOU for leaving me high and dry! I'm still right here! December 19 BrotherFrozen in the place I hide
Not afraid to paint my sky with Some who say I’ve lost my mind Brother try and hope to find You were always so far away I know that pain so don’t you run away Like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves That fall because my hand is Pulling them hard as I can You were always so far away I know that pain and I won’t run away Like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mould So I can barely see your face Wonder how that colour taste You were always so far away I know the way so don’t you run away Like you used to do Like you used to do December 16 Artificial SunshineI eat too much chocolate, and whenever I cut down I end up gradually getting into old habits. So my new plan of action is to just leave it! I'm cutting down on shitty sugars, and only eating natural sugars like oranges!
As for christmas I havent had much time to prepare, I'm still in the process of working out what to get people. I envy others because they seem to have prepared themselves more.. ya poops! Other than that everything else seems pretty crappy, we've finished uni for christmas so Tiptree is now empty.. so after this I might run around naked or something.
I hope everyone has a good Christymas!
Poot x
You dont love me, and I wonder if you ever did
 I love you with all my heart, and I lay at night wishing you were with me but it is too easy to get bored of me these days, I dont blame you December 07 Good things come to those who wait...Hey peoples, I thought i'd say that because I feel as though I dont have the time for anyone at the moment. I just got in from work and i'm feeling tired. Work and college seems to be draining me at the moment, but I got to let my hair down on friday when we went bowling, which was cool. Me and Josh are clearly the champions, but we let some peeps feel better about themselves, by letting them slightly beat us.
Friday was cool, but I need a lot more nights like that, i'm feeling a bit blank at the moment. I'm slightly falling back on my studies, which i'll make up during christmas. I hope people have some good things planned for christmas
 I know my christmas is gonna be a bit  . It's my mums birthday tomorrow -
 the not so big 44  Other than that, i have nothing left to say apart from... take it easy guys!  You hate me you love me, You hate me you love me. I know how I feel, but I think its obvious how you feel. You will bever be happy with me, you will never be happy with whatever I do. I hope you know how you make me feel sometimes. I love you sooooooo much and yet there aint nothing i can do about it, i have to wait!!! Enjoy your life with whatever it is you have planned! I just wan to love you xDecember 01 Tiptree vs RodingA war has broke out against two of the residence buildings in Harold Wood. It started off with threats and then action began to take place yesterday evening. Roding were taken down by Tiptree with a selection of water bombs. Warnings were given prior to the attacks, However these were obviously ignored. Roding retaliated by using eggs, fish and sour milk.. All of which to MY room! Tiptree armed themselves with another round of water bombs.. all of which hit their targets of Gillian, Roberta, Eucharia, and Mary. They were useless and enjoyed defending themselves against the Tiptree attack. Water was thrown outside windows to hold back myself, Damian, Lisa and Hannah.
The traitor John supported Rodings attack by the use of a BB gun! He shall be dealt with soon! The war is not yet over, Tiptree went away victorious! We have many more plans up our sleeves Roding.. (evil laugh:) Mwahahahahahaaaa haaaaaa ... (end of evil laugh) November 27 I made my sacrafice for nothingSo basically I thought I’d ride somewhere (you know… to clear the head). I ended up in Noak Hill. Sat there overlooking the M25 then I realised something – Life is pretty shit. So I came back I have a ribena and I’m resting. End PS: Noak/ Harold Hill is basically a more rural Dagenham (burnt out cars and everything)
November 26 A choice between Fear and LoveThe world is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you’ll think its real, because that’s how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down, and round and round. It has thrills and shills, it’s very brightly coloured and its very loud. And it’s fun – for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: “Is this real? Or is this just a ride?” And other people have remembered and they come back to us and they say, “Hey, don’t worry, don’t be afraid ever because, this is just a ride”. And we… kill those people. “Shut him up… we have a lot invested in this ride! Shut him up! Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account… and my family! This has to be real!” It’s just a ride… and we can change at anytime we want. It’s only a choice, no effort no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice… right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear, once you put bigger locks on your door, buy guns – close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one. Here’s what we can do to change the world right now, to a better ride. Take all that money we spend on weapons and defence each year, and instead spend it feeding, clothing, and educating the poor of the world, which have lived many times over, not one human being excluded. And we can explore space together, both inner and outer, for ever in peace.
Bill Hicks 1961-1994 November 24 Lounge ActTruth - covered in security I can't let you smother me Like to, but it couldn't work Trading off, taking turns Don't regret a thing And I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to prove I still Smell her on you Don't - tell me what I wanna hear Afraid of never knowing fear Experience anything you need I'll keep bribing jealousy Until it's fucking gone And I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to prove I still Smell her on you Truth - covered in security I can't let you smother me Like to but it couldn't work Trading off, taking turns Don't regret a thing And I've got this friend, you see Who makes me feel and I Wanted more than I could steal I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield I'll go out of my way to make you a deal We've made a pact to learn from who Ever we want without new rules We'll share what's lost and what we grew They'll go out of their way To prove they still Smell her on you They still, Smell her on you Smell her on you Feeding the foolsWorks a biatch, I had to do 6 nights in a row, until tuesday night. Last night I spent the majority of my time locked in my room, recovering. Tuesday was cool though, I got a free dinner and I got out early. Pay Day Friday November 19 You know you're right
I will never bother you Pain Pain You know you're right You know you're right
November 18 Uncle PootMy Moomy left me earlier this morning, after spending some good quality time. Yesterday we spent the morning seeing to my sisters ultra-super-dooper baby scan
I didnt get to go in because I werent exactly the father or (soon to be) Grandmother. So I waited outside patiently. Sarah went to pee and we got the pic's of the bambino. Apparently it was kicking around like a wild horse  13 Weeks so far and its about the size of a lemon!As for work... its long and shit!
Here's the picture of the little foetus (soon to be my neice or nephew)
November 15 There will never be anyone elseI have a new Jobby! Pulling pints!! (eventually) at a pub in Hornychurch which is all gravy! I canny wait mun!
I'm sorry for letting you down and not being what you thought I'd be
Plus... my mother is coming down to see me! Woo hoo! (about bloody time is all I can say!) November 07 Ribena!Ribena is the God of drinks! Clearly! It beats grolsh, it beats corona extra, it beats Carlsberg Export, and it even beats the closest rival Mars Drink! Because I feel somewhat attatched to this drink I felt it was right to let Ribena know how much I love it (to get a few freebees
 ) And low andd behold, a few days later I get a reply from them saying that they'd be generous enough to send "a little something" to add to my collection! I canny wait mun!!! Thanks to Luke Twyman for making it all possible! November 04 Burn The WitchHolding hands Skipping like a stone On our way To see what we have done The first to speak Is the first to lie The children cross Their hearts & hope to die Bite your tongue Swear to keep your mouth shut Ask yourself Will i burn in Hell? Then write it down & cast it in the well There they are The mob it cries for blood To twist the tale Into fire wood Fan the flames With a little lie Then turn your cheek Until the fire dies The skin it peels Like the truth, away What it was I will never say... Bite your tongue, swear to keep Keep your mouth shut Make up something Make up something good... Holding hands Skipping like a stone Burn the witch Burn to ash & bone Just a rideThe different complications that occur in my life, and yours as well, are just part of life itself. By watching others and learning as you grow, you begin to learn what is right and what is wrong. The factors that complicate life are mainly love and money. We remain in our little bubble of life because we have the love of our family to keep us here, and the love of our friends, and the love of that individual that you would die for. The rollercoaster that is our life is never a safe and steady ride, our lives can twist and turn at any point, and where there are highs, there are always lows. I just hope that when I get to my dying years I can say what a wonderful life I have had, and that I am greatful for what I had. October 28 Endless, BrainlessI'musingthisnameasmyspacenamebecauseiamconstantlyendlessbr
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